“不敢不敢。”
陆洲走过去换了鞋,出门前还是回过身,张开双臂冲着姜朝:“给我抱抱?”
姜朝微微蹙眉,在他觉得这个怀抱要凉了的时候,她倾身,给了他一个短暂的拥抱。
“晚安。”他走时,说。
“嗯,晚安。”
大门在她眼前关上,啪嗒一声。她在门口站了良久,才起身收起拖鞋,收走桌上他喝过的水杯和窗台上给他充当烟灰缸的盘子。
收拾完,她打开冰箱,给自己倒了一杯白葡萄酒。
他走后打开的空调已经起了作用,房间阴凉下来,只是他的气味还未散。
姜朝坐在沙发上,一口一口地喝着葡萄酒,试图挽回自己空落落的心情。
手机“叮”的一声,她收到了一条来自陆洲的微信。
他分享了一首歌——stay with me。
她连上蓝牙,播放,sam smith的嗓音在整个房间内回荡,那种坠落的感觉再次像姜朝袭来。
“guess it's true
i'm not good at a one night stand
but i still need love 'cause i'm just man
these nights never seem to go to plan
i don't want you to le□□e
will you hold my hand
oh, won't you stay with me
cause you're all i need
this ain't love, it's clear to see
but darling, stay with me”
“why am i so emotional?
no it's not a good look, gain some self control
deep down i know this never works
but you could lay with me
so it doesn't hurt
oh, won't you stay with me
cause you're all i need
this ain't love, it's clear to see
but darling, stay with me”
姜朝嗤笑,将葡萄酒一饮而尽。